We, the MBBS

We have arrived on the threshold of being doctors. Of course the final exam is looming large on the horizon, and mercury is rising within us, still we are filled with the thrill of entering a new phase of our lives as responsible professionals. The word responsibility carries too much weight in its stomach. It’s nothing closely similar to being a puja organizer, or a political leader (lots of laugh!!). We’ll be held responsible for life on one hand, and death on the other. I can’t help comparing it with circus juggling, only slightly difficult than that!

The responsibility has grown even bigger these days, as the working conditions have grown worse. The doctor-patient relationship has reached its nadir, and the brunt of the mistrust has to be carried by the junior doctors. Patients suspect your capabilities and their relatives, poisoned by the media and stricken with fear and ignorance, easily turn hostile. In such volatile situations we, the MBBS (fresh and inexperienced in manipulating situations), are the hardest hit. I would like to remind you of last year’s incident when one of our seniors succumbed to the injuries he received when he was beaten up by a violent mob. As usual, an investigation commission was set up, about which students were kept in the dark. Till date, none of the culprits have been brought to book.

I hold the administration and the medical students equally responsible for this grave injustice. Our response at that time was callous. The student bodies reacted by putting up a few posters on the college campuses and no real pressure was put on the local administration to conduct a proper inquiry. The public memory is always short, and the issue is now securely buried. The situation required of us to stand united, which we did during the quota controversy, but we let our strength get divided on petty political lines. I can’t help noticing a little narcissism in that (after all who wouldn’t like to get a seat in the postgraduate course!).

The treatment of this atrocious myopia lies in atonement. We must push for an integrated security system for the hospitals. There are too many outsiders (remember Camus?) living in the hospital compound. I daresay that most of these people are troublemakers and they usually foment trouble. All these people must be herded out immediately. This issue shouldn’t be confused with that of hawkers on the footpath on humanitarian grounds. After all a hospital compound is not a footpath! The security checks should be started right at the main gate. The emergency should be separated from the cold sections for convenience. The outdoor should also be separated. Canteens for patients, doctors and students are already separated, but that rule should be enforced. New check-posts, with round-the-clock manning should be put up on the campus. Showing identity cards should be made compulsory for both employees and students to (cumbersome, but effective, believe me!). Importantly, medical representatives should have their movements curtailed. They hamper our work schedule too much. Finally, a central security control has to be organized which continuously monitor the situation by a number of close circuit cameras and react in quick time.

It’s time we organize us and press on the necessary facts. The government must understand that it cannot ignore the security of these large hospitals. It would greatly improve the condition of doctors and patients alike.

Sagnik

Lying in my sickbed, I heard the news of our college organizing a football tourney named after our deceased friend Sagnik. I lauded the concept, because Sagnik could so easily be associated with the vivacity of a college football tournament, and though he himself didn’t play the game, he would always enliven the audience and the reserve bench alike by shouting and singing at the top of his voice. But, in this season of festivities, I couldn’t help being filled up with memories of a dear friend, a vibrant, jolly young man, and a great human being (how rarely these clichéd adjectives hold true to their meaning!), who is no more. On that afternoon, as the parting sun poured its melancholy light through my window, a great humdrum rose in the city, the pandals revved up their decibels and the happy crowd had their opportunity to hit the streets, at last. Still, this wasn’t the saddest afternoon of my life, for the memories from the burning ghat are fresh in my heart.

It was a long queue. Aged men and women, having breathed out their last, waited for their final passage. After having roamed this earth for three quarters of a century, most of them were withered, yet they seemed unready for the most important moment of their life. Some looked like complaining on being denied the opportunity to witness the turn of another century and the procession of successive generations of their genes. Beside them, Sagnik was such a misfit. He lay there, on the bamboo pall, as if resting peacefully. I don’t know if he was smiling inside, having pulled off a final mischief over his friends.

We surrounded him, and stood by him silently, as long as we could. Then came our turn. The serial number was called up. Somebody had completed the formalities already (Who was that? Does he himself remember now?). Our friend was put on the conveyor belt. The crematorium staff, a boy of our age, and of Sagnik’s age too, was busy. He handed us back the wreath laid on his body. The furnace began roaring, as it had been doing, stop and start, throughout the day. Finally, the gates opened up (I feel like I’m quoting from Kafka, ‘In the Penal Colony’). Many of us, who were silent till then, broke down as the sight of golden yellow flames took its toll on young minds. A reckless push on the lever, and Sagnik’s body went in.

Fifteen minutes later, we were handed a small bag of ashes… … To this day, that afternoon stands shocked to stillness.

This is a mad , mad world we are living in . Nobody really knows if there is any meaning behind anything now . What is meaning ? It is a common connotation we agree upon , or which is thrust upon us . Today, we don't agree on anything . Governments don't agree on policies, husbands and wives don't agree on which school their child is going to get into, suicide bombers don't agree whether it's better to target a train or a bus. So, meaning is dead, finally. All that remains is absurdity...